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Friday, 28 March 2008

I feel so lost

More than 90% of my brothers have known what cca i am in now, but in case you are still in doubt, i'm in enterprise club. Ya, you know the club where you have to tend some mama shop to sell tidbits and drinks? I'm in it.

Swiss peeps always giving me that kind of look when i told them i'm in enterprise... even sokheng gave me a 'HUH?' when i told him about it. I've got similar responses from junhao, joseph, joel, zhihong, yongbin, sebastian, and many more to come. Zhihong still asks me what my cca is every morning.

I thought i could settle in a '1 meeting/week to kill time' cca but apparently, i feel i dont belong in the cca as well. Studies may be a priority but i feel so life-less whenever i go for the meetings. The cca doesn't suck, members are pretty and cool, but it's the things they do during the meetings that bore me. I think of those NPCC times which were so meaningful cause i learnt so much stuff, and i realised that i could be wasting 2 years of my life now since im not keen on what they discuss about.

The only reason im in there now is because there's only 1 meeting per week and i can have more time to myself. How wonderful?

I still remember the ghost train me and zixian took after our meeting ended.



Will my life be empty like this train?







I hope not.

by WEIMING at 17:31 |