Sunday 20 January 2008
All Wound Up
How stressful can life get?I've spent 4 years in a secondary school, dragging myself off the bed each day just to get to school promptly, going through countless of lessons just for the sake of them, finishing the mountain-load of homework (esp. before the o levels period) and sometimes forcing myself to hang out with people i do not find comfortable with.
Of course, everything is just part and parcel of life, if given a choice, would i choose to rot at home instead? Definitely not. The people i've met, the experiences i've gone through, although not all enjoyable, make up the reasons why i look forward to Life.
In around 4 days time, we will be getting the much dreaded(or much loved for some) O levels' results. On that day, it will be the time when all of us will officially part from swiss cottage to carry on our next journey, a much more hateful one since there'll be very little time for us to chill.
Half a month ago, i thought nothing about the release of results since i already estimated the range in which my score will fall in.
But as for now, I'm already getting the jitters.
What if my score exceeds my target, will i be devastated or will i just live with the fact?
What if im the only person in my class not getting an ideal score?
Will i be one who celebrates after the announcement, or the one who seeks for solace?
Still, the o level certificate is just a milestone towards a levels and eventually college. I guess it will not heavily deter the aspirations we have and I'm certain it will only last for either a moment of bitterness or ecstasy.
Not forgetting the decision we have to make after getting the results. To stay or not to stay?
P/S: To all Scorpios reading this post, our lucky number is 6 for this week. It may also mean 6x2 or 6x3, who knows? Haha.
by WEIMING at 11:55 |
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